Night 6

 what about the concurrence of events in a certain time? A man loses his temper to interrupt the consultation of his doctor with a patient. The patient was permitted to go ahead of him, during that time therre was a medical emergency which the office was dealing wiht. the man lst his temoer because his medicine was not  sufficient strenght for his condition, and this disturbance caused the chidd n the same waiting room to start cruing / The mother kept telling the child to stop because she was disturbing others in the room, possibly making the old man more disturbed by his condition and waiting 1 hour after his scheduled appointment. O verlapping occurances in the same time period we shrug off as coincidences. However what is the meaning of "coincidences' It somehting we can't explain. why can't we explain it? Is it random? What is random? Is there such a thing as random? Is there really such a thing as coincidences?


I watched a investigation of the Wiscoinson Goul of Plainsville Wisconsin, Ed Geir. No one can adequately expllain why his brother was completely normal and after his mother died he dug up bodies to make personal art objects out of pieces of the bodies for display in his home including masks of people who died or whom he killed. He admitted to only 2 murders, but unexplained i the local area are 7 more disappearances. In his home as 9 masks of the two he murdered and 7 others he dug up and skinned.

Tonight was a beautiful full moon and for 15 minutes I sat outside with a blanket for warmth and looked straight over head at the moon in the clouds. drank hot green tea and ate 3 different kinds of soft sembei

Keiko and I used the city coupons to eat at a young people\s korean BaBQ to eat a 5000 yen meal together. It was quite satisfying, after the long journey to and at and fgrom the hospital for my medical check up.

The medicine will be adjusted by Monday. I will pick it   up then. I drank alot of green tea, I didn't do any kanji review.I wonder if I can sleep tonight? The weather was quite pleasant and cool. Tomorrow will be more of the same.



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